....not dead yet?

im working on a few new things. I have a new phone number. its hard to reach me. Lets hope that this reclusive person is going to be back and kind of sort of productivish. Dont call me Barbara...i never had a goodbye tour.
Im not Jim morrison either. Not enough of a genius to od at 27. I need my artists back. So er...say hi?

banned from omp...lol

Well, to me it ws just a lovely bodyscape, but i guess her hand covering her girl bits looked a bit clutched into it. should have seen the photos where she iddn't cover them. lmao

new images

so having rebecca coming to town is always inspiring, and she is leaving tomorrow. we only did 2 shoots, but we are going for a third tonight. prolly just trying to redo some of the boschian fruit images we did with hotlights on her first bodypaing experience with me....anyhow, enough for now, more later

Winter blahs

yes, I have not written for a few months. I have been in deep depression and have a wonderful excess of apathy and lack of inspiration. Anyone with some extra is welcome to give me some more. I have not been editing. I have not been doing anything. All I know, is that this too will pass. I have nothing wrong in my life except the artistic temperment that seems to sometimes envelope me in melancholy. I am looking forwsrd to having peole come and stay with me or stop by from march 3-14th....so please call me if you are interested in bringing some inspiration to the Lapis hotel. I just started photographing old bulding the other week, I have pink high heels and a matching new wig which i need to add, and I apologize for not editing more photos for those muses who have inspired me. I will be doing more. Just can't do it when I am in this funk. But don't worry, Lapis is a survivor, and I will be back..(and better than ever?)

Jessamyn came to town

And I threw her in the snow for 15 frames before she looked like she was gonna die, and then took her into my bathroom in the middle of the night and did a lot of edits. Used the infrared filter on the greenish reddish floor one which is a version tghat I am not posting on my other sites. I should show some of my filter fun image. They are good but I think also more interesting in print sized.

Kudos

To all of those I have not been reading or following as I am a bad bad person who is in their own world. i have a lot of stuff i need to get out, but I have been editing again and will be back for ranting and humor soon. If not before March, then in March (thank you seasonal affective disorder.)

Bob Randall is funny as all hell :D

Not only a brilliant commercial photographer, Mr. Randall and I have worked together a few times and hung out more. I got him hooked on model mayhem....for the betterment of the site I would like to think :D haha.

Anyhow, might as well see some of the images he did of me to contrast the ones he posts on the sides of CTA busses.